the eve of Ascension, at Vespers
Katchka Baker asked me again today to walk the roads and carry word to her kin. I told her no, loudly, for the tenth time. The roads are full of Hungarian whoresons who would cut my throat for a copper. Let her go herself if she misses them so much.
Nota scribaeShe crossed her arms and shouted this. I have ringing in my left ear.

You have no heart, Ottilie. It is only a half day's walk, and I would give you a stale loaf for it.
A stale loaf will do me no good if I am dead in a ditch, Katchka.