the Tuesday before Whitsun, at Vespers
I swept the shavings from the floor again tonight. I ran my hands through every pile of sawdust. The little wooden pendant is still gone. The absence of it gnaws at me. I cannot abide losing the one thing I had left of her.
Nota scribaeThe man rubbed his chest constantly while speaking, staring only at his boots.

It breaks my heart to see you like this, Oswald. Pavlena would want you to rest.
I will rest when I find it, Jan. Or when the Lord takes me.