the second day of May, at Compline
I asked Edith again to walk to Caslau and tell my mother Anna I am alive. It is a mere twenty miles, but she refuses. She cares nothing for a daughter's broken heart. I sit here wiping down tables while my mother probably thinks I am dead in a ditch.
Nota scribaeThe dictation was interrupted thrice by the woman sobbing into her apron.

The roads are crawling with Hungarian outriders! Do you want me in a ditch too?
A true friend would risk it. You are just lazy and selfish.